You’ve begun to romanticize the beach and water and sand and never-ending summer air.
I’ve begun to romanticize the idea of being normal for once.
You’ve forgotten my existence.
I’ve chosen to stop reminding myself of yours.
That apple cider was too sweet but I loved it all the same.
I wanted to spend the whole night on your porch.
This morning a German shepherd puppy shit on the pillow right next to my face in bed so there’s that.
Noah Gundersen - “Family”
Say something awful,As if fuckin the world is your right
Malt liquor, vinyl, hockey, and cigarettes after a long night drive and porch sitting.
Today at least had the outward appearance of being perfect.
I should have never walked away from you at that airport.
Most days my opinion on marriage is “hell fuckin no” but then after all this time I realized you’re someone who could have changed that.
Fuck you for that.
Some nights you drive around to clear your head and all it does is make you realize you’re still forever second best.
I am a master, I am a master, I am a master hunter
Tiny bruises left from love bites sprinkled across my neck, a bug bite on my right hand, ticket stubs that fell from my pocket, the smell of you still a fresh memory.
Thanks for a fantastic visit. Sorry I’m ugly when I cry.